Uma Da Puma

2011-02-03T05:54:00.000-08:00

no one is ever gonna see this so its perfect :)
perfect for me to vent my heart out.
fighting is very common in my hse now. like seriously.
i am not exactly miss nice or whatever and my sis has been pretty rude
and cant help it so i just snap. and behave like a total bitch. hate myself
my dad gets so dejected but i still cannot stop myself.
if my sis was nicer to me this post wld be so redundant.
she can be so selfish and im seflish right back. i wish i could actually share all this with someone.
like REALLY share. but no one is EVER gonna read this thank god.
actually i wish someone WOULD read this and tell me they care. about me.
and they love me. and that they do not wish to see me sad. and tell me they are here for me. and not judge me based on my behavior with my family. i miss my mum so much it hurts. i think abt her EVERYDAY and sometimes the tears just flow. sometimes i hate coming home so much. i hated coming home to an empty hse but now? i LOVE IT. i even cut myself. when my sis threw something at me and it broke and for some reason i just picked it up and well cut myself. maybe i was hoping that someone wld realise and finally I CAN CONFIDE in someone. but no one realsied. no one even realised i was upset. ran tao did :) so someone does care even in the most subtle ways. i suppose iwant someone to realsie and scream at me and worry abt me. but who? no one...my mum would have seen them. she would have known. god i miss her so much :(
and it hurts. from the inside out. i want her back. i want her now. i want her to hug me and kiss me and tell me everything will be fine. i want the feel of her cool handss on my cheek. i want too hear her soothing voice. i want to cuddle up beside her and sleep peacefully. i want to eat food cooked by her. i want her.

2010-08-15T01:21:00.000-07:00

My tuition teacher suggested that I should blog daily to improve my English.

So here I am (: Trying to revive this blog which has been more dead than ever.

Not to mention my short stint with the tumblr account. It is so confusing it is

pratically killing me. Just like my dad and sister's quarrels. I hate to be in the middle

of it. Ever since the maid was fired its worse. Even I am fighting with my sister more

and I hate it. I have become more rude, lazy and selfish. I am not doing so well in

school either. I really need to buck up or my world is just going to go spiraling down.

Okay this was just so 'emo' so lets move on to more cheerful stuff.

I went shopping just for clothes yesterday. We went ION and 313@Somerset and it

was ah-mazing. Just amazing. I bought this simple,sleek,sophisticared and slightly

sexy black dress form zara. My friends loved it on me more than I did. I got 15/30 for

amath CT3. So i was pretty depressed. I mean just pass on the dot? its like an insult. I

dont know why but...yeah. The shoping trip cheered me up instantly. By the

way,coffee bean has wicked choc chip muffins and tiramisu. Oh and you must know

that I am very random. Like seriously.

That reminds me I love ghost whispere abd pretty little liars. My two favourite tv

shows :)

Gotta go now. Bio project and all :)

Cheerio!

So much to do, So little time

2010-03-20T09:52:00.000-07:00

HEY ALL!
My homework is calling out to me like a siren song.
But I surprisingly havent succumbed to its not-so-sweet seduction.
I am dead. Deader then the dead sea if thats possible.
Gah.
And Sunday is already here.
God help me.
I am such a lazy goon.
I deserve to rot in the pits of hell or smthng.
I mean no one can be a worse procrastinator then me :(((
ahhh well...might as well enjoy the hols while i can huh?
once school starts, i will be roped into all the rush and once again
be on schedule so I shld hopefully be back on track and complete hw faithfully (:
so lets just wait and see how true the above will be :D
Plus I am going for a dinner party! GOD!
I AM DEAD!
But I will just take it easy (:
I am always able to complete my hw in time anyway (:
so i shld just relax (:
english(pirate) is the awesomest thing ever on facebook (:
im a saucy wench according to them :DD
shiver me timbers!
Its time i abandon the ship (:
toodles!

I am being me.

2010-03-19T07:22:00.000-07:00

I'm still slacking :((((
watching tv again...
The Indian Premier League to be exact:D
nvm i will do what I am best at
rushing hw...LOL
man...I already miss the facilitators
and my buds from the L.I.N.E camp!
I have to say JJC is really awesome:)))
they really made an impact and changed my perspective:)))
impact is right. All the cheers we had to do?
That's right-all in my head. I occasionally dream abt them too;D
Day 2 was aaa-maaa-zzzzi-iiiinngggg from
when I woke up to when I slept:DD

weird but I'm looking fwd to school.
Even though my hw is incomplete:p
it's ok:))))
almost all of it isn't due on mon so why worry?
Toodles:)))

Sigh....

2010-03-18T06:03:00.000-07:00

I AM A MURDER
its offical.
How many blogs have I killed?
Argghh...probably 4 excluding this one which I just happen to be reviving!
Maybe I am not so bad afterall :P
Well like many other times, I will try to keep this as alive as possible
but do not blame me if it fails miserably.
(actually i am to be blamed but nvm)
Some march hols i had.
Went to L.I.N.E Camp at JJC.
It was really cool! One of a kind experience.
Amazing people,fun games,cool school what's there to not like?
It was a pleasant way to start the hols. Way pleasant.
Sure I lost precious hours of sleep but it sure beats sitting aroound doing hw.
Now that is what I call BO-RING.
Did I mention hw?
Great as usual I have not completed it.
Sigh...what else is new?
Had to go to school in the morn to do hindi test which prolly bombed BIG time.
Then i went to IMM to hve lunch at subway with pari and two of her classmates who are damn nice!
We trudged to jurong library to do hw but ended up reading instead.
Boy reading sure beats hw anytime!
We finally convinced ourselves to do hw and guess what?
I was only able to complete the LTC reflection thing and here I am now.
Of course I had tons of fun with Pari (I always do)
And do not regret all the reading I did one bit BUT
i still wished I made more progress with my hw!
Bah!
i am going now.
nah not to do hw.
READ!!!!
Got the bk I was dying to read- Pretty Little Liars (Wicked)
its one of the best series alive on earth i tell you!
CHEERIO :D

2009-11-06T05:57:00.000-08:00

Wow. the 1st week of hols and I am already bored! wat you say? HAHAAHAHA. well hopefully next week will be better vos' i do have a few actitvities lined up. And that includes meeting for PEPS Drama Camp and Earth Week with my LTC grp-Inferno! Love them already and my SFs too! Hahaaha! Cant wait to see my PEPS mates though (: Ahh spent half my day on facebk today and the other half o youtube. In beween I spared time to eat and read too thank gooness. Or else wld hve gone crazy. Ok im bored. But my dad is cuming back from KL. Even though it is only miles awau from SG my dad might be bringing back goodies for me! Esp those that I asked for and cant wait! I love recieving gifts as much as giving them! And cant wait to see the expressions of my frens when they see what I got for them. Bet they wld totally adore it! Hahahah...okay I am tired and lazy so I am going of to TRY and do smthng productive. Cheerio!

HEY

2009-11-05T08:36:00.000-08:00

Its like midnight.
and i officially cant sleep.
Woke up at like 10.30am today and slept for the WHOLE afternoon.
Finally got back ALL my lost sleep (:
Just changd my blogskin as you can see.
i am to lazy to type anymore.
going to listen to music for a while and then sleep.
i will give a proper update when i really have NOTHING to do.
PEPS PEEPS!!
We NEED to have a reunion asap.
hahaha
Good night and sweet dreams!

2009-10-17T21:34:00.000-07:00

HEY EVERYONE :DD
Missed me didnt ya?
Haha...
Did i mention that EXAMS ARE TOTALLY OVER??!!
Great right? No more complaints of school eating into my social life!
Diwali was over yesterday.
and it was TOTAL MADNESS=AWESOMENESS=FUUUNNN
We had the usual diwali partehh and during that Pratika,Pari and I
gossiped like old ladies but talked about more fun stuff than old ladies for sure (:
Towards the end of the party they invited me along for a movie and then sleepover.
Of course I was estatic and my dad also allowed me.
IT WAS ONE OF THE BEST DAYS I MEAN NIGHTS OF MY LIFE :DD
The movie was simply hilarious and I was laughing like crazy.
In fact all of us were!
Sadly, I realised how guy deprived I was and thanks to pratika i realised
how obssesed I was about uhh.. eye candy.
It is quite annoying.
So I plan not to be like that AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.
Unless of course the guy is totally swoon-worthy.
Hahahaaha...
Miss gowthami.
This is like our first Diwali apart.
Sighh..
RIGHT.
I just remebered I drew up a list of things to do during the hols.
Here goes:

1) Do not obsses about boys. They are human beings too.
2) Try to be like my old self. Like how I was in Primary School.
3) Exercise. I need to slim down badly!
4) Learn and instrument.
5) Go on a shopping spree and totally revamp my wadrobe.
Vintage stuff are a must-have!
6) Read! Read! Read!

I am too lazy to type more.
But do not worry :P
I will update soon about my not-very-exciting life!
For some reason I love boho stuff.
And one last thing-

<3<3<3 I HEART PARI AND PRATIKA FOREVER <3<3<3

2009-09-28T01:43:00.000-07:00

YO PEEPS!

ITS MONDAYY TOODDAAEE!
HAHAHA..
It went quite well I might say.
Only a few ppl screwed up my day but it was all made up during recess!
Played basketball with Amadea, Esther, Christy and aa bunch of other girls from 2D.
We played netball outside for a while first but it was soo HOOTT.
It was fun but I think I screamed alot.
Later we went back in to play bb but Ms Su was still having her lesson so we waited patiently at the side.
HER CLASS WAS OVER AND WE STARTED PPLLAAAYYIINNGGG (:
And the best part was Ms Su made us play match. Full court.
It was tiring but very fun!
And Ms Su joined my team to help us!
And she is very pro.
I was a little late for Geog but turns out that Mrs Raj was even later than me.
LOL.
The rest went quite well though xxxxxxxx was annoying.
I discovered smthng today.
That I am not as stupid as I think I always am so I am going to work ahrd and do well.

somethimes I miss her so much I just want to cry. but life has to go on.

OH WELL CANT WAIT FOR TOM!
Cause its more basketball!
I HEART BASKETBALL!

2009-09-22T02:40:00.000-07:00

BTW what do you do if you REAALLYY like someone but are SCCAAARRREEEDDD of them?

*someone here refers to the oppsite sex mind you! XD

2009-09-22T02:26:00.000-07:00

I know I know. Its been a long time since I last blogged. Not that I mind. I am always so lazy. Saw ******* today! Hahaah I was happy enough just to get a glimpse. funny right? Hahahaha. My aunt and my two terrific cousins from AUSSIIE AARREE HEEERRREE (: Only staying until tom though :( HAHAAHAH. I just heart them! They are soo cool and they know about all the hip things its awesome. AND THE NEWWW DOLLY MAG ROCKS LIKE SHIT! It has this extra mag that came with it and has all the scoop on TWILIGHT!! That includes Jacob+Edward. Rob+Taylor.Which equals to HOTNESS. Hahaha.

EOYS ARE COMINGGG!!!

I need to study big time. Right now I look like a raccon. Seriously. I want to sleep but cannot fall asleep. School is FUUNN. But some people are being really annoying. But I will just ignore them. Today during Bio I suddenly thought of PEPS and all my classmates and how much I miss them+how much I have changed. HAHAHAH

I HEART YOU GUYS! (:

2009-09-14T04:20:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL HAS STARTED!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
It is very sad I know.
Bah!
You see if it is hols I will just slack.
But since it is school I will study and EOYS are approaching and I am dead.
HELP ME SOMEONE!
And my cousin is totally creepy. McCreepy I like to call him.
Gag. Lets just not talk abt ill omened things.
I LOVE TEEN VOGUE!!!
This time they have Taylor Lautner.
I heart him.
'nufff said.
GTG
My serial is gonna start (:
Have a great night.
I am gonna spend mine doing hw. *shudder*

Bye and remember I HEART YOU (:

2009-09-07T07:37:00.000-07:00

Going out with my PEPS friends tom!
We are meeting at Lot 1 in CCK.
HAHAAH I cant wait to catch up with them.
We had lots of fun on teachers' day!
I really miss all of them.
And so far I have been slacking big time.
My hindi exam is coming and I havent even cracked open my book yet.
sighhh
god help me please!

'I smiled, I loved Haris' stories!'
Damn right! He is awesome. And he is my inspiration to start writing too!
Since I am obssesed with acting and basketball i cld write something abt that.
OOHHHH..I may start a new blog just for that!

hahaha soo cool rite?
OK I gtg go now.
try and do some hw??
hopefully i can do some!

adios! <3

2009-09-06T01:11:00.001-07:00

I am bored. I am not studying. I am screwed big time. Yes.

I have zero inspiration to study. My muse!Where are you hiding? Come out now :DD I scaled part of Macritchie with family friends in the rain! Gosh it was cold and wet,very wet but fun too. I wished I was at home curled up in my warm and cosy bed but this is just as fun. I pick no bones about it. I had a sudden urge to run. I decieded with my friend that next time there is some run thingy we would go cos' it is just so cool and we wld get that awesome shirt! found out about this blog it is quite cool (: http://theysay1.blogspot.com/

Its very funny but those who believe in superstisions maybe take it seriously. I almost fell of my chair laughing. I have a craving to eat a waffle. I do not know why but I know I do. Maybe I should go buy one for myself NOW.

TATA KIDDOS :D

2009-09-04T01:01:00.001-07:00

I AM VERY( x infinite) SLEEPY!!

It sounds silly and stupid but I just cannot fall asleep. Last time I could sleep like a log for hours in the afternoon. It sucks big time! Anyway today is going to ROCK! cos' I am going for Aloud 2 Finals and the best thing is that Miriam is performing. Coolness much?? Just wait to till you hear more. Jin Ju is hosting and Ms Karen, who BTW is my drama instructor, is one of the judges. Now what do you say. Pari is going with me! She gets to see MG at the same time and fall in <3>crap what is happening to me? i feel so screwed up all the time. and now that. shit i am so confused. i seriously do not know what to do. siiiggghhhh...God pls help me. Atleast I know Pari is gonna give me some of her valuable advice to me today.

I am so emo nowadays. LOL. And alyssa has all these awesome emo stuff she gets online. I love this a lot-

'When I see a shooting star, I wishper your name'

This one I found when I read 'Sisterhood of The Travelling Pants'

'I have immortal longings in me'

To tell truth I love sisterhood of the travelling pants cos' i feel i can realte to Bridget a lot.
MAN I WANT TO PLAY BASKETBALL. It really helps me distress. After EOYs we are soo going to meet up and play. Cant wait. We got our EOY timetbale and I am frekaing out. I hope I do well. I cant fail geog or hist. cos' i suck at them both. Gosh. hahaah mr mark tan rocks cos I came highest in Hist thanks to him. THANK YOU SOO MUCHH!! I havent thanked him yet but still.

Ok i am getting bored and hungry so i will just grab some ice-cream for myself since it is so freaking hot and also log off!

cheerio (:

tell me why i cant be there where you are

2009-09-03T06:45:00.000-07:00

I am keeping my promise of updating my blog regularly! So here I am again. I was feeling tired, bored and also VERY HAPPY :DDD Pari knows why very well. Today went well. Just well. Kinda weird too. I was actually BUSY. Doing hw. During all the free periods.And then during recess I troed to promote my friends' stall. I helped a little only though :( Oh shit. This reminds me-Maths Ws. Ok I am doing it like NOW. The time now-9.52pm

I am back. The time is 10.06pm now. I am pretty much done with it execpt a few parts cos' I need a calculator for it and mine is in school :( I am such a loser. NVM.

I am going to Aloud 2 with Pari tom. So cool! I cant wait. We are going to have so much fun talking and gossiping. I have lots of stuff to tell you! Hahaha. And Denise also will be there. So fun!

I am feeling damn bored now. So I am just blogging. And talking crap. As usual. I love talking. I can just talk for hours and not get tired. Maybe thirsty.

Gosh I really miss playing Basketball with my gang. It was so damn fun. We all were a tight group of boys and girls. We got along really well and loved to tease each other. And the guys were like super pro at basketball. So I kinda learnt from there. The girls were super pro too! They all are like TALL and they shoot so well. I cant even shoot for nuts but sometimes I just get lucky and that is really cool cos its super rare. It was also a good way for me to keep fit. i used to get uber-tired aft playing but I got used to it. And now I have zero inspiration to keep fit. I am just a lazy pig. Gah!

But right now EOYs are my top priority. I cnat FAIL any subjects. Or else I am dead meat. I am just very scared and nervous. I wonder how I will do it. Man I wish it was still June where I was still happy and enjoying myself. Sometimes I just feel like crying. I miss my mum soo much. Its hard to study without her by my side but I guess I have to pull through. If I do well I know EVERYONE including her will be happy so thats what I hope to do. My best.

And talking to Pari helps. She is soo kind and understanding. I just (heart) her!! and her sis: Pratika is very sweet too. I love hanging out with them.

I wish i ahvent changed. When I went back to y pri sch I realised I cahnged and it is soo weird. sometimes I cant even recognise myself. And I get angry soo quickly. Well trying to keep that in control (: By smiling more (:

Today I did not even get angry. And it felt very good. I hope to saty this way forever. it just feels so good. To be happy ALL THE TIME. With no sorrow,stress or misery.

Oh today is KA ONN'S BDAE and apparently ISY'S MUM'S TOO (:

SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THEM BOTH!!!!

Thought I doubt either of them will see it I feel better writing it!Long post aft FOREVER.
It is nice to share my feelings for once. Blogging is cool. Just realised it and I am going to s oblog more!!

But now I am just sleepy. So i will just probably read a few blogs,listen to music, facebook for awhile and then sleep. Perfect agenda huh?

Good night and sweet dreams.

I have immortal longings in me

Homework=nightmare

2009-09-01T07:19:00.000-07:00

Yes. Thats totally true. Esp if it is Hindi Hw which I am rushing to complete . Luckily the comp is right in front of me to hopefully keep me awake. But it looks like it will just distract me and I would not get ANY work done. I love my new blog already! But I am not satisfied with my new blogskin. I still seem unable to find the best one. I meant perfect one. So sad... Sigh...(this is a very big sigh mind you) I found a skin I love! Maybe the perfect one. Maybe not. Ok i am gonna change aft I am done with my compo. Finished half-way alreadly. Give me a pat on the back (:

WELCOME

2009-08-31T03:27:00.000-07:00

Hey! Welcome to my awesome new blog. I murdered my old one. Like seriously. I NEVER updated. But this time Thou shalt update regularly. And I mean it! I love to write and since being a journalist is kinda like my dream this is a good start. Know what I mean? Its ok if you did not (: Ok I am just crapping so ignore me. After all Ignorance Is Bliss. Ooohhhh...I just love Beautiful People by Wendy Holden. It is really awesome. You shld check it out. I went to my pri sch today.

LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE (:

All my awesome ex-classmates and the eye candy (:

Hahaha...I got to go shower now cos' I hot and stinky.

Adios Amigoes!

P.S. I LOVE PEPS TO BITS (: ESP MY OH-SO-AWESOME FRIENDS :D oh and the eye candy